Diversion..

"Diversion"

- 1-26-09 - tiwin-

It came to a point in life;

Which diversion can help us deviate

things that cannot be handle anymore.

Sometimes we used to turn away from reality

and pretend things to be fine as we ought not.

An outgoing person used to be out with friends;

mingle with others to escape from what they are facing

and divert things into something else to feel them better

as they expect it to be.

Some of this is a diversion to keep our mind off

what is really going to get us.

It's just a resource from the things we don't want to dwell on.

As one person said, If you have problem don't divert it;

Face it with reality, Nose to nose

and accept it wholeheartedly; even in pain.

'Coz no matter how we hive off things,

Only ourselves can get rid of it.

A meeting place...

A meeting place...
*1/26/09 - tiwin*


A first time and a first place to met a person
where I never thought it was;
Is a place called "Home".

He exists in just a day
Who I never expect it to be;
He came along for nothing and
Unexpectedly, I risk something to met him.

In a moment of a day;
Stories were shared about me and him.
I ought to realized that he is a man
with full of responsibilities;
That anyone could admire him to be
what and who he is...

He can be a loner sometimes
but this never hinder him;
Life's go on as the way he handle it.

A smile on a face can be seen as you look at it;
He never expect it as he ought to.
Hopefully, things will happen gradually as we started
to get to know it.

Tis a place like "Home"
can be memorable with a person
who I never thought I met He was....

Deceiving smile…

Just because my eye don’t have tears doesn’t mean
My heart doesn’t cry…
And just because I come out strong doesn’t mean
There is nothing wrong..

Often, I choose to pretend I’m happy
So I don’t have to explain myself to people
Who’ll never understand…

Smili’n has always been easier
Than explaining why I’m sad…

-tiwin-

A sensational way to loose a friend…

1.30.09 by tiwin


I started a friendship with full of memories
That we can talk and share about…

Openness with in ourselves is shared;
Listening to each an everyone’s despair
And downfall may hear.
Understanding for any differences as
Typical friend it seem;
Closeness we became.

Until the moment clash;
As we never expect it to be.
Sometimes there are things
We need to give up for a “Friend”;

It’s so hurting to decide things as we know it
But if that’s the only way you can do to provide happiness;
In the long run, things will turn out fine in a positive side of it.

I’d rather consider things in any perspective,
I can be considerate as much as I want to for a friend;
I can be understandable to those who don’t understand me,
I can be respectable to the person who respects my individuality;
And yet I can be honest as much as I wish to,
But honesty sometimes sucks to protect the person you care about.

A feeling of regret to the things we’ve shared;
Not knowing in the end I’ll lose.
‘Tis I ought to will work for good but it wasn’t.

Dragging myself to many things
Just to deviate into right decision;
Yet unintentionally, I caused hindrance to someone’s WILL.

Selfish I am to this situation
But hopefully, this decision would let them understand
My intentions;

Concerned person as I thought
A friend would I consider
Letting you go as my friend is not an easy way for me to loose;
Still I’d rather choose to be away than facing the happiness
I found in you… Nonexistent friend to treasure!
Sorry for loosing you as my friend on this story…

On Pain and Suffering

Pain brings suffering and suffering brings pain.

It is a cycle that goes on and on.

No one in this world is free from pain nor from suffering.

Those people who claim that they can't feel any pain are "LIARS"

in the very essence of the word.

Pain is two-faced. Whichever face you get will depend on the choice you make,

on the strength of your will, on the goodness of your heart.

Pain is pain. You cannot run nor hide from it.

It will find you even in the darkest crevices;

Embrace pain, don't shun it.

Pain is beautiful only to those whose hearts are beautiful.

-tiwin 1.21.2009-

Smile radiates from with in...

When a girl builds walls around her,

its not because she avoids a man.

nor she protects herself..

She does it to find someone;

who would be man enough

to break those walls...

Just to be with her...

-1.20.09-

Sky Coaster Adventure.....

It's so risky to ride on this sky coaster adventure..

this will not apply to those who have fear in height specifically;

Sky experience adventure is some kind of a gamble,

life or ride, just dare with it..

No harness attached on your chest its just a metal buckle in it

that only machine can manipulate.

Scarry but exciting... its a place where you can shout out

the things you want to be shouted..

Its a nice experience try to tilt in a 55'degree you can feel the bit of your heart...

what a feeling... it can freeeze you in a minute... Tilt ...tilt..tilt..

-tiwin- 01.19.08

Being a "Friend"

You can always tell who a friend is....

Someone who may be as different from you as night is from day;

but who welcomes seeing life from your point of view.

Someone whose availability for you is not seen in

his being around all the time but in his

Willingness to drop everything when you need them most.

Someone who respect and enjoys your individuality

yet sticks around to remind you,

your accountability;

Above all, a friend is someone

who enters your world and changes it forever..

- tiwin 1.14.09 -

Enjoying my pain....

Start to breathe and fake a smile

It's all the same after a while

I know,that you are tired

Carrying the ones you lost

A picture frame with all the thoughts

I know, you hold inside

I hope that you can find your way back

To the place where you belong

-tiwin-