"Ang Lampara"

Light is the most needed

and the most useful to our daily lives,

It helps us to describe and

determine some beautiful things around us.

We are grateful that in our times many kinds

of light being invented bulbs and fluorescent's

existence are the most common types we used.

What if at this very time we used

still the lamparilla(kerosene lamp),

Do you think that many establishment exist?

hahaha really it makes us freak!

That makes me wonder, why is it?

That in any place many lamp are posted

but the crime rate in any parts of our country grows every year....

Do you think that using of light

we can do such awful and disgusting disturbances?

Ha! for me its an abuse...

Abuse in a sense that light being

installed for us to be free from harm.

-TaTa- 3'09

Things I hate about ..

I hate the way you talk to me

and the way you cut your hair.

I hate the way you drive my car

I hate it when you stare.

I hate your big dumb combat boots

and the way you read my mind.

I hate you so much it makes me sick.

It even makes me rhyme.

I hate it.

I hate the way you're always right.

I hate it when you lie.

I hate it when you make me laugh,

even worse when you make me cry.

I hate it when you're not around and

the fact that you didn't call.

But mostly, I hated the way i don't hate you

not even close.

Not even a little bit not even at all..

I Miss...

I miss feeling appreciated and wanted.

I miss that little bit of comfort it gave me.

i needed someone, no one was there

i asked for help, and no one answered

i begged for forgiveness, no one cared

i screamed for attention, no one noticed

i cried for you, no one dried my tears...

Those who sweat themselves,

find (themselves) by *themselves*

I hate this, I've never felt worse in my life.

I need to talk to someone but no one would understand..

I'm feeling completely alone and it's not like

I have anyone to turn to anyway..

I guess I'm just at a point in my life

where I honestly don't know what to do with myself.

have yOu ever felt sO alOne that nOthinq

makez sense, well datz hOw i feel right nOw

i feel as if im facin everythinq by myself

with nOthinq but tearz 'nd a [ f a k e ] smile

-¦- Lonely & Confused -¦-

-¦- Abandoned & Used -¦-

No one can see inside of me *

No one can see how much I care *

Nobody sees the tears I cry *

No one is there to dry my eyes *

She falls apart by herself

No ones there to talk or understand

i`m - spiNning- out of c0ntr0L

th0ught you would be there

to let me know im not a l o n e

but in fact that`s exactly what i -was-

tiwin 3.14.09

Lonely as I ought to...

I soak up all the pain in »S.I.L.E.N.C.E«

Accepting the fact I have no one »L.E.F.T«

Give me a b0x 0f pushpins s0 everytime i cry

i can pin my l0nley picture t0 the wall

and fill my r0om with my pain and s0rr0ws until 0ne day,

when therez n0 r0om left, i'll pin them t0 where the pain

is really c0ming fr0m...my heart..

It's ironic how when you're lonely,

The whole world seems to be in love.

& it's those days you wish you had a boyfriend, to cuddle with.

hold hands. kiss. tell him everything.or,

just by looking at him and knowing you mean the

world to him and he loves you with all his heart. it`s

those days you have to wish for a fantasy to become

reality. i just want to be loved by someone.

I don't need to be wanted...

I just want to be needed...

Being lonely isn't the worst feeling;

it's being forgotten by

someone you can never forget.

She is lonely even though you can't tell
She is reaching out for what, she doesn't know

She will continue to sit in .s.i.l.e.n.c.e.

And hope that someone may stumble across her

and all of her .e.m.p.t.i.n.e.s.s.

But they only hope that they do it in time

Otherwise she will have .d.r.i.f.t.e.d. too far

letting go of whatever grasp of the world she has

As she slowly fades out of the lives of everyone

Nearly (.u.n.n.o.t.i.c.e.d.)

I don't wish to be everything to everyone,

but i would like to be something to someone.

Gotta use this lonely time

to change the picture in the frame of my mind

outside the window there's a sunny day

yet inside im praying that i will be okay

she thinks she has everyone on her side;

but when things get rough she looks around &

has never felt so alone

Did you think I would cry on the phone?

Do you know what it feels like being alone..

have you ever had that empty feeling inside of you...

like no one cares or loves you back feeling;

as if you would of c r i e d ..

no one would be there to wipe away the t e a r s

* --i`m ALONE in this world --

facing ALL my fears ..

with one FAKE smile ..

and a bunch of useless tears

Sometimes ... the only thing you find yourself

wishing for is for someone to be wishing for you.

The darkness is where i sit, I seem so far away,

Away from everyone else. My world seems to be falling

and there’s no one there to catch me.

I'm alone in this world with just the others

who understand what i'm going through..

It's a long [Road]
to face the world [Alone]

You might not notice, but i need a good friend

someone to talk to when I'm down..

there's so much on my mind that i want to get out

but there's no one around..

Well I can't ever really believe

No one was sent to get me

And I feel like I'm being erased

No one got left here.

sOmetimes I feel liKe i`m the last coOkie

in the jar all alone `Nd broken up x/3i`

M NOT ALONE.

just temporarily..

--» FORGOTTEN.

Barefoot living..

"To me, 'living barefoot' would be a confident state of mind

in knowing that I'm taking advantage of every day and

appreciating all that I have.

It would be noticing the small beauty, humor,

or irony in things as we go about our day.

So many people get caught up in the day-to-day life

that they often don't actually stop to look around and admire it.

For me, this would also include doing things that I love.

Whether it is within the work day or not,

I like to participate in things that I believe in,

are part of a creative process, and enjoy learning more about.

To truly live a life that is fulfilling and rewarding,

I think that you must examine what makes you happy and do it.

This is a simple concept, yet few actually put themselves

above other priorities in their lives, to make this happen."