Lonely as I ought to...

I soak up all the pain in »S.I.L.E.N.C.E«

Accepting the fact I have no one »L.E.F.T«

Give me a b0x 0f pushpins s0 everytime i cry

i can pin my l0nley picture t0 the wall

and fill my r0om with my pain and s0rr0ws until 0ne day,

when therez n0 r0om left, i'll pin them t0 where the pain

is really c0ming fr0m...my heart..

It's ironic how when you're lonely,

The whole world seems to be in love.

& it's those days you wish you had a boyfriend, to cuddle with.

hold hands. kiss. tell him everything.or,

just by looking at him and knowing you mean the

world to him and he loves you with all his heart. it`s

those days you have to wish for a fantasy to become

reality. i just want to be loved by someone.

I don't need to be wanted...

I just want to be needed...

Being lonely isn't the worst feeling;

it's being forgotten by

someone you can never forget.

She is lonely even though you can't tell
She is reaching out for what, she doesn't know

She will continue to sit in .s.i.l.e.n.c.e.

And hope that someone may stumble across her

and all of her .e.m.p.t.i.n.e.s.s.

But they only hope that they do it in time

Otherwise she will have .d.r.i.f.t.e.d. too far

letting go of whatever grasp of the world she has

As she slowly fades out of the lives of everyone

Nearly (.u.n.n.o.t.i.c.e.d.)

I don't wish to be everything to everyone,

but i would like to be something to someone.

Gotta use this lonely time

to change the picture in the frame of my mind

outside the window there's a sunny day

yet inside im praying that i will be okay

she thinks she has everyone on her side;

but when things get rough she looks around &

has never felt so alone

Did you think I would cry on the phone?

Do you know what it feels like being alone..

have you ever had that empty feeling inside of you...

like no one cares or loves you back feeling;

as if you would of c r i e d ..

no one would be there to wipe away the t e a r s

* --i`m ALONE in this world --

facing ALL my fears ..

with one FAKE smile ..

and a bunch of useless tears

Sometimes ... the only thing you find yourself

wishing for is for someone to be wishing for you.

The darkness is where i sit, I seem so far away,

Away from everyone else. My world seems to be falling

and there’s no one there to catch me.

I'm alone in this world with just the others

who understand what i'm going through..

It's a long [Road]
to face the world [Alone]

You might not notice, but i need a good friend

someone to talk to when I'm down..

there's so much on my mind that i want to get out

but there's no one around..

Well I can't ever really believe

No one was sent to get me

And I feel like I'm being erased

No one got left here.

sOmetimes I feel liKe i`m the last coOkie

in the jar all alone `Nd broken up x/3i`

M NOT ALONE.

just temporarily..

--» FORGOTTEN.